Yesterday, went to sea world but my friend couldn't get in and another friend's VIP card got confiscated~ not so lucky day. Hence, I didn't get to go in and play too. After that, we went to a fishing spot near the beach and a big ship, and started fishing. Initially, I was reluctant to go and fish because it is very hot and sunny. About 3-4 pm when it wasn't that sunny... I actually went out into the sea and cast the fishing rod out and caught myself some fishes~ It was really fun! But only caught really tiny fishes~ hehehe. After that, dinner time at a japanese restaurant "sakuraya" and bought alcohol back to the resort and played dices and after that slept till the next morning.
Today, just played at sea world after breakfast at McDonalds. But the weather today is really killing me. One minute, its raining, the next its burning hot~ I think my headache right at this moment come from the rapidly changing weather~ I need a shower and a facial to be done now and relax myself so I don't get sick. I should really stop going out to play so much! Ah.. but I just can't resist fun stuff~
Monday, March 28, 2011
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Angel?
Yesterday, I forgot to blog because I was so exhausted~ I slept around 3/4 am the other night and woke up around 6am because I got a call from work asking if i could work at 7am. Then I had to wake up and go to work. I had a great time at work as one of the old lady that I was taking care of, keep calling me an angel and saying that god has sent an angel to her. I think that it is really cute of her. Although I just feel like this is what I'm suppose to do to take care of patients. I do think that I handle older patients better than younger ones although younger patients are usually more independent and would be able to do things by themselves. Which means I don't have to do anything for them.
Then I came home and shower, then play mahjong till 11pm. Had supper, then sleep. Really did zonked out when I got into my bed. The next thing I know, its 11 am already, and I'm sitting her blogging. Thinking what I will do today, looking out the window, the weather looked so good (for some people), sunny and HOT. That is not really my definition of good weather~ Maybe I should do some washing and then internet shopping for some clothes. hehe.. then will be going over to a friend's place tonight~
Then I came home and shower, then play mahjong till 11pm. Had supper, then sleep. Really did zonked out when I got into my bed. The next thing I know, its 11 am already, and I'm sitting her blogging. Thinking what I will do today, looking out the window, the weather looked so good (for some people), sunny and HOT. That is not really my definition of good weather~ Maybe I should do some washing and then internet shopping for some clothes. hehe.. then will be going over to a friend's place tonight~
Friday, March 25, 2011
Another Day
Today, when I woke up, it's already 2.30pm! Half the day is gone. Life is really this short,~ another day wasted! After a few more hours, day light is gone and night is up. Although I don't really like the sun, but there is really nothing you can do at night and time goes faster at night (just a feeling). Work didn't call, hence I spend the rest of the day and night at home rearranging all my clothes and my room. After that, drama time again. Really, the thing I do most in a day is spending time watching other people act a life in a story. Sometimes, I really wish to live like the people in the movies. You can have many different roles in different drama/ movies, you can have many different types of jobs and different types of feelings.
Life is like a play- we merley go through stages of our life acting it out -Shakespere. I feel like its true, but I wish that there are stages that we can skip through when we do not like it. Stages like, looking for jobs especially. Why can't jobs be available just for anyone that wants to work? Who can give me some ideas?
Life is like a play- we merley go through stages of our life acting it out -Shakespere. I feel like its true, but I wish that there are stages that we can skip through when we do not like it. Stages like, looking for jobs especially. Why can't jobs be available just for anyone that wants to work? Who can give me some ideas?
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Easygoing
Was very stressed out this morning when I forgot to bring my passport to my medical check. Then my lovely little brother drive from home and bring my passport out for me. Since then, life is pretty lay back. Did a little shopping (didn't buy stuff) but still I spend money. Living in Australia, spending money is super quick! Before you know it, you would realize that your wallet is empty again and you need to reach for the ATM.
Dinner at home tonight is very good! Had eggs, beef, lamb and chicken! Full meal course. Hahaha. Then Daph (new and close friend) introduced me a new website for online shopping for clothes. Fun... means money going outwards again.
Tonight, we then went to the movies. Watched Battle in LA. The movie is not that bad just a little exageratting especially aliens are made from machines. Came home and had some green bean soup as supper dessert~, shower, blogging, then it will be bed time for me. Life is just easygoing today. But working with agency is a little stressed thinking they might call me in 3 hrs time and wants me to go to work. So, I better go to bed now just in case that happens. Talk about my brain and thinking tomorrow... too tired to think now.. =D
Dinner at home tonight is very good! Had eggs, beef, lamb and chicken! Full meal course. Hahaha. Then Daph (new and close friend) introduced me a new website for online shopping for clothes. Fun... means money going outwards again.
Tonight, we then went to the movies. Watched Battle in LA. The movie is not that bad just a little exageratting especially aliens are made from machines. Came home and had some green bean soup as supper dessert~, shower, blogging, then it will be bed time for me. Life is just easygoing today. But working with agency is a little stressed thinking they might call me in 3 hrs time and wants me to go to work. So, I better go to bed now just in case that happens. Talk about my brain and thinking tomorrow... too tired to think now.. =D
Monday, March 21, 2011
Turning Over a New Leaf
How many days has it been since I have written in my blog? 2-3 days maybe. Since I finished my Ielts and didn't have the mood to be bloging anymore as I used to blog because I wanted to improve my English writting. Well, I'm glad it is over but I'm sure I didn't do well at it at all. There are a lot of things I missed and couldn't think of. But there is nothing much I can do now. Just move foward and sulk thinking I could have done better. That is what us humans would think when something goes wrong or does not go according to what we planned.
Hence, I'm turning over a new leaf. Yesterday, I cleaned the whole apartment. The couch, under the couch, the coffee table, under the coffee table, the living room, the dining area, and most importantly my room; all nice and neat now. Now, I'm starting to wonder, how long will this last? I'm hoping it will last for a long time. I'm pretty proud of myself seeing that this is my 1st time cleaning and arranging this apartment and with so many things they still can look pretty neat. *laughs*
From now onwards, I will try my best to be more disciplined and more hardworking than before. I will too try my best to play more and make full use of my time. Last but not least, I do need to start studying and making up for all the things that I slack off and didn't study when I was back at uni and now.. need to start applying theory into real life. Wish me luck guys~
Hence, I'm turning over a new leaf. Yesterday, I cleaned the whole apartment. The couch, under the couch, the coffee table, under the coffee table, the living room, the dining area, and most importantly my room; all nice and neat now. Now, I'm starting to wonder, how long will this last? I'm hoping it will last for a long time. I'm pretty proud of myself seeing that this is my 1st time cleaning and arranging this apartment and with so many things they still can look pretty neat. *laughs*
From now onwards, I will try my best to be more disciplined and more hardworking than before. I will too try my best to play more and make full use of my time. Last but not least, I do need to start studying and making up for all the things that I slack off and didn't study when I was back at uni and now.. need to start applying theory into real life. Wish me luck guys~
Future Plans
On the 17th March, I went to hang out with my group of friends whom I haven't met for quite sometime. Hanging out with them makes me feel like I am me, and I'm not the only one who are facing problems in my nursing career. Some of them have funny stories from their workplace. Some just are just like me. Eventhough I have my exam coming up in 2 days, I still can't stop listening and talking to them. I just feel that the exam does not exist anymore although I did kept thinking about it, but i just won't take the book out and read.
Following on, my best friend's brother bought a land and currently finished making the plan of how the house would look like. Then, all of a sudden, I have the urge to buy a house too, thinking of what it will be like to live in a neighbourhood of people that are your best friends and colleauges. Isn't that cool? Scanning through all the beautiful pics and decorations and designs, imagining myself living in a beautiful home like that would really be a dream come true. But looking at the price of the house is a nightmare that I have to go through to have a dream come true. Why can't money just fall from the sky? Why must there be an existence of money? It is so clear to me now why people can have depression over small little matters.
Following on, my best friend's brother bought a land and currently finished making the plan of how the house would look like. Then, all of a sudden, I have the urge to buy a house too, thinking of what it will be like to live in a neighbourhood of people that are your best friends and colleauges. Isn't that cool? Scanning through all the beautiful pics and decorations and designs, imagining myself living in a beautiful home like that would really be a dream come true. But looking at the price of the house is a nightmare that I have to go through to have a dream come true. Why can't money just fall from the sky? Why must there be an existence of money? It is so clear to me now why people can have depression over small little matters.
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Sitting on the fence
Today, I sat outside QUT at the Garden's Point Campus in the city. Looking at the students walking past me smiling and chatting with their friends brought back memories of my own personal experience when I was studying in Uni. But I couldn't forget the times that I struggled to meet deadlines of assignments, staying till late at night in uni and the preparation of exams, eventhough, I could remember that I didn't put a lot of effort into studying when I am suppose to (I'm a last minute person). Maybe this is just me. I just couldn't put my concentration into studying or studying is just not for me. Come to think of it, if I could turn back time, I would probably enjoy uni more now. But thinking of going back to uni to study again scares me too. Because, if things don't go well, I might need to go back to uni to do Masters. Now I feel like im sitting on a fence as I couldn't choose which side of the fence I want to get off and land in. But I do know, either sides will have challenges that I have to go through in order to reach my goal.
In order to reach my goals either ways, I have to change. I cannot expect people to change for me as its not their problem that I'm like this. I just have to pick myself up and crawl my way through the mess that I have caused. I could only blame myself for not waking up early enough to realize all of this. In the end, I will have to thank all the people who supported me and wake me up from my childish doings. From now onwards, I will earn heaps of money and use my time to the fullest as I have really realize now, life is really too short to sit around waiting for things to happen. When you want to do something, don't dream, take action and your dream will come true. I have got to go back to studying for my exam will be back tomorrow. Cheers.
In order to reach my goals either ways, I have to change. I cannot expect people to change for me as its not their problem that I'm like this. I just have to pick myself up and crawl my way through the mess that I have caused. I could only blame myself for not waking up early enough to realize all of this. In the end, I will have to thank all the people who supported me and wake me up from my childish doings. From now onwards, I will earn heaps of money and use my time to the fullest as I have really realize now, life is really too short to sit around waiting for things to happen. When you want to do something, don't dream, take action and your dream will come true. I have got to go back to studying for my exam will be back tomorrow. Cheers.
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